Sunday, June 27, 2004

ok~... here goes..

thursday
woke up at 5am? or rather was force to wake up. went to NUH cos grandma was admitted cos she had difficulty breathing. the strangest thing was that i found out e-ve-ry-one was at muh aunt's place which is like a walking distance frm muh hse excluding my family.. dots when this shit happen..

went there in sch u cos i thought she wld be fine.. i mean it's not her first time sent to the hospital... & i had trng like later but ended up staying there the whole darn day..

was damn pissed off with my cousin & his mother. i-d-iot. like wth. they kept asking her for forgiveness dots.. like wth are they trying to say rite?? like they're totally panicking her rite?? like they're totally giving the wrong 'signals', telling her indirectly that she's going AND then after that... they said that the doctor told them that she's going to be fine. like HELLO?? wth.. i see NO connection! told them that then they were like, "you have to ask. it's true".. like shit you la trash collector. no brainer.

went back fer awhile to change, bathe & all.. took a nap fer like 45mins? den rushed back there cos she was transfered to ICU. then her condition stable.. stayed there till 12plus?

friday
went back slept till 0300? woke up to watch england vs portugal.. guess what??? the fone rang when portugal scored their 1st goal... she's gone. DOTS. chnaged & rushed back there. went to the hosp, looked at her then go her hse to prepare for the jenazah <--- spelling?.. i helped to mandi my nenek. hee.. you want to know smthg?.. she was smiling. hahhahaa. she looked like she was slping & smiling & totally chubby. hahhahaa so cute can... dots..

oh.. finally dad came. he cldn get a flight back ytd & supposily today.. you kno what he did?? hahahaa he ran in the plane w/o stamping the passport cos he got no tics & like the police were all chasing him. thought he was some terrorist. HAH.. my dad terrorist?? they got to be kidding.. den he said that he got to take this plane & jus slammed S$1000 on the table.. he reached just in time before sending the-- i mean her for burial.. dots..

stayed there till 12plus again.. we laughed alot cos dun want her to see us sad. all the lamer-fied jokes & their chilhood days. oh, & my cousin kept flicking me.. dots..

sat
had to go trng to give the jersey & the attendance book. trng was at 8am but i reached there at 9plus.. i cldn get up. was uber tired. arghh.. den met up with stacy and ate or rather I EAT, she watched cos apperently she ate with her parents and we're like pos to eat TOGETHER.. dots.. buy present then went back. slept till 1700. woke up and went to grand...father's place... cant say grandma's anymore can i?dots.. stayed till 12plus again...

SUNDAY
here i am.. hahhahahaaa... i'm suffering frm... lack of slp?? got tuition later den gonna finish up sch stuff den going gram's place again... for once.. the family was totally united. hahahaa..

argh! all the favourites are out! ITALY, england, germany, FRANCE... so on... dots. i dun see the point of watching euro anymore when now it's all the chicken nehneh countries left.. supporting portugal but i think erm... greece will win? okayy.. muh cousins think they'll win.. i dun care anymore! ITALY!! hahahhahaa..

//cant think of a word to decribe how i'm feeling now.. dots?
i told you at 9:10 AM

ok wait...

firstly to boss :
arhh~! dots. how cld you go to the LP concert! DOTS.. so this is what you do with my pay~! you piece of--.... seaweed! you PRETTY thng! arh~! box you la~!!

kkk... now, that's done. hahhahahaa.

italy won! did you see the goals?? uber nice.

BUT they're not in! cant believe italy's not in!! shucks.. cos apparently the top 3 had the same points so they have to go according to the no. of goals & apparently.. italy being an ass, didn score many so... yea. argh!.. i-d-iots.

quarter finals on friday. gotta watch. at 0230am? rite?? yea.. gonna be a good game cos its ENGLAND vs PORTUGAL.. rooting for portugal! they HAVE to win, dun want england to win. die die england cant win but... sadly... think england gonna win cos england IS better then portugal BUT england cant win.. they cant cos i dun want them to win!!!

ohyea.. hahhahaaa.. i like the cartoon winx club. hahhahaa. kkk, just felt like saying that. hahahhaaa.. oh & the magic school bus. hahhahaaa & barney!... hahhahaa... kkk. FINE. hahhaaa. oh~ & spiderman have lame lines according to dear. hahha

//iwanttoseeyouinheels
i told you at 9:47 AM

MORNING... wait... yea, it's still morning.. hahhahah.

boss :
sorry~ for taking such a long break. hahhahaha.. tiring la this "updating" job. hahhah

-you- :
think i did smthg wrong? did i? i duno.. cos if i did you have to tell me... whatever i did.. i didn mean it, okay? i'm sorry. i didn use you. honest.. i wld never do that.. esp to you [wink].. why are u avoiding me?? i think i did smthg wrong.. i think so.. sorry.. shucks.. oh i found out abt the "task" you gave me.. i know why alr.. yea..

smthg happen ytd or rather.. i found out smthg. it was uber funny. hahhahhaaa. found out "smthg" [grin] on stacy's paper.. hahhahahaa... & she's regretting it now. hahhaha. regretting for not erasing it before lending it to me! hahaha. kkk. i cant say or she'll flick me to death? hahhahaa BUT it's totally funny.. come~ bribe me or ask me.. QUICK ask me..! hahhahaha.. cldnt stop laughing. hahhaaa. oh my~... tsktsk.. hahhahaa.. ask me okay~? den i'll tell u but dun let stacy know that you know.. hahhaaa.. ritte karmila~ ritte.. hahhahaa.. just ask okay~ [wink]. hahhahhaa..

sch starting.. arhh.. cant wait? hahhahaa. miss devaki. hahhaha. cant believe i said that. hahahhaa.. oh & dashini? shoot.. i forgot how to spell her name. hahhahaah. kkk. new system.. dun think it'll work. hahhahaa.

bimbim :
eh! why u never tag me anymore??? arhh... evil..

OHya.. against csc last sunday? yea.. the no.6 gurl look like faezah. hahhahaa. REALLY~.. she's very pretty [refering to the no.6 gurl] & very good & very fast. oh.. she's the right-- yea.. right wing. hahhaha.. she's very pretty.. hahhaha.. hell~ she look like YOU, boss. hahhahahaa..

shaleen, cheng, sylvia, stacy & whoever whoever :
sorry if i was evil/mean/whatever on sunday k? after the match that is.. think i got carried away? i duno.. had moodswing. hahhahaa.. but i know y'all felt like killing me hhahahahaa. sorry.. i must have been really bad? cos sylvia.. dots.. sylvia actually diao-ded at me fer like 2times.. & it's uber rare for sylvia to diao at someone.. ritte? sorry again.. hahhahaha.

descending order.. hahhahahaha!

//arh.. full of sorries..
i told you at 10:21 AM

the movie was horrible. horrible. horrible. tsk tsk. talked uber loud durin the movie. hahahha. some pple kept shoo-ing me away.. fine la. i go~.. dots. hahhaahha. think pei & mel walked very slow. haha.

strawberry gurl was totally irritated with the lady at popular.. hahha. she told the woman that the q was behind. hahhaa. tsk tsk. how evil can she be??

song playing now:
It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause livin' with me must have damn near killed you

This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

//questions

i told you at 8:22 PM

....
ok~ fine... m thinking of smthg to blog abt...

waiting 4faezah to come online den can "update" her. hahahhaha. boss, where are you??

wad the hell is running thru my mind
can someone tell me if im blind
when everyone is dead
none can regret wad they said
so wad is the point that im trying to say
its that no matter either nite or dae
altho u haf tried to apologise
its no use
its in me,as hard as ice

eh~ i honestly duno wad to blog abt.. hahahha.. lalalaa.. nthg happened today except i ate a LOT of chocolate? hhahhaa..

cher : so can i link u now? hahhaa... caught in the middle.

//...<--yesh tht's called dots dear
i told you at 8:41 PM

kkk.. this is gonna be long.. so take your time hahhahaa.

was totally irritated last night & this morning [stare]. forget it.. shln go into it cos dots... forget it..

reached tbp.. POS to meet stacy at 1015 BUT she reached at 1030 plus? ard there... dots. she woke up at 0930 & told me not to worry cos apparently tbp is near her house & confirm she wont be late BUT... like i said~... she reached at 1030 PLUS. hahahha. [revenge is sweet] AND apparently its not her fault it was her mother's fault cos... dots.. see her blog 4 the explaination la. hahhaa [grin].

met cherie at kallang & she complain that she had to happily sit beside an old man with smokes? for us cos SOMEONE was late... hahhahaa. totally feeling evil now. hahhaa. make me malu some more la! hahhaha.

erm erm den reached escape. 1st we q-ed up for escape den the rides seem boring so we walked to the wet 1, wild wild wet? or whatever. den stacy & i changed our mind cos we didn bring extra shirt.. dots. so walked back. hahhaha. BUT this time the q was long-GER. hahhaaa & cherie was pissed. hahhaa. anyhow.. we q-ed again. hahhaa. it was gng to be our turn next to buy the tics & AGAIN stacy & i changed our mind. hahhahaha! i swear cherie was gng to box us. we THOUGHT it wld be better to go town & watch movie. hahhaha. then the counter woman was like "next" & we told cherie it was up to her.. den she was like half heartedly moving out of the q. hahahhaha. i felt so guilty [grin].

DEN... sat down cos apparently cherie needed to "cool off" den i was like "ok.. lets go buy tics.. the q's shorter" hahhaaa. cherie stared at me loh. hahhaa. i THINK i know why.. hahha.. so we waited for kiri fer like 2hrs outside the escape's entrance. hahahaa. crapping away. hahhaa like said "wait for kiri to decide". in the end, we went in & kiri & cherie shouted cos like u wld get 20% discount is it?smthg like that. lalalaa..

1st ride was the thing which will flip u 360 rite? the~ yea.. hahhaa. stacy & i laughed throughout that ride can. cos the woman beside us was screaming for help & she was sitting alone some more. hahhahaa. but apparently cherie & kiri thought it was scary. hahha. oh & stacy bang her head against the handle? or whatever. stupo. hhahhaa.

den took the log ride. hahaa. they blamed me at 1st but wanted to ride it again. hahhaa. they didn want to get wet!!? hahhaa. oh at 1st.. stacy said cherie's crazy cos cherie was like panicking bcos there's no safety belt.. BUT in the log... STACY kept asking whther we wld fly off! hah~ see... dots. hahhaha [sorry]. i think i'm slow hahhaa.. cos i started to panic only when we're abt to drop. hahhaa. whatever. but realised that both of us really slide down our seats.. guess that's why we're not that wet? hahhaa. & goodness.. hahhaa kiri was totally wet! hahhaa. & our pic.. hahhaa.. it was horrible.. hahhaa. dots.

ate den took the tea-cup?? i duno the names!!! but it looked like a cup.. hahhaa. swing so rough.. GOODNESS! we're laughing all the way! hah! shld have seen kiri & cherie!! hahahha! they're face.. hahhaha. kiri shut her eyes & cherie!! cherie...! i duno wad was she doing!? hahahhaha.. she was screaming & screaming & her facial expression & her.. everything.. hahhaaa!! cant help it. laughed too hard until i cried.. hahhaa. goodness!

think stacy & i suck loh. hahhaa. laughed at every ride. hah. nvm..

den took the superman one? yea.. hahaha. cherie & kiri infrnt of us. hahhaa. like totally can fall aslp during that superman ride loh.. dots BUT cherie was shouting for help!! hahhaha! at the end.. we like sort of panic?? hahhaa cos the thing.. the safety bar... cos we cldn get out!! hahhaa.. whatever..

den sat down cos kiri felt like vomitting. hahhaha. lalalaa. stacy got "sprayed" cos apparently some guy's aiming was superb. hahaa. good.

DEN we q-ed up fer some ride.. dots! q-ed fer like almost an hr!!!!! dots! and the ride's like 3-4mins?? arhh! hahhahaa. BUT but-- it was the only ride stacy & i shouted.. hahhaa. sat infrnt of cherie & kiri. all of us scream loh. hahhaa. so violent. got alot of injuries. hahhaa. the turns were horrible. so rough. haa. but scary. no-- time to laugh. hahhaa.

den bought drinks [expensive!] & stacy decided to play game. hahaa & NONE of the 4balls went in the hoop! hahhahaaa. kkk.

DEN we took the roller coaster or rather the mini roller coaster. hahhaa. u know wad that stacy tay did?? her itchy or rather heavy hand pushed the safety bar till it became uber tight!! & throughout the short ride.. we're like laughing & grapping our stomach. hahhaa.. & cherie was like "no. dun malu yourself cherie. dun scream. dun." hahhahaa & was like totally uncomfortable infrnt!! hahaa. stomach pain arh.. hahhaa. [grin]

wanted to ride the wet 1 again but the q was uber long.. so yea.. forget it. hahaa den took the entrance ride again. hahaa. laughed again cos we were looking at cherie & kiri. hahhahaa.

den we went town & walked walked. den reached home. den blogging. den bye. haa.

ohh realised smthg.. lalalaa... erm for MORE information/details pls go to stacy's blog.. hahhaha... dots

//sweaty palms [shake head]
i told you at 7:02 PM

lalalaa..
hahhaha.. was late fer the match. not really~ late cos it starts at 3 but have to be there by erm 2.. hahhaa. i reached at 230? smthg like that. hahhaa. was watching portugal vs greece. arhh figo disappoint me.. dots. that penalty~! arhh..

met weizhen & felicia at the traffic light?hahhaa stood behind them fer like 3 mins den they realised that i was there... dots. rushed up cos bubu called. lalalaa. against acjc. we WON! 5-0. lalalaa. scored 1.. ahem.. [grin] not my fault! the umpire said it was a goal.. ahhahah.

arh bubu [shake head]. i cant play with a happy/smily/laughing bubu. i cant concentrate! hahahhaa. noo. had fun. laughing all the way. michelle kept smiling when she got the ball. hahahhaa. crazy? lalalaa.

cant wait for tmr.

i told you at 9:36 PM

woke up early today. sis was making alot of noise~.. she woke me up to ask whether she cld borrow my t for gym. dots. feel like boxing her.. hahah. but nvm.. august.. den they'll be gone.. kkk. that's evil.. i take them back..

guess [she's] still slping. hahahhaa. not surprising though. [grin]

feel like boxing faezah. hahhaaa. made me think all sorts of egg "dishes" & in the end she decided to eat hot dog. hahaha but no~ cant box her face... she's TOO pretty. cant destroy that pretty thang. hahhhaa [grin]. she is.. RITTE?

kkk. think i'm high or maybe it's just that it's EARLY in the morning and i'm hungry..? lalalaa or maybe cos i've won the "battle"? cos apparently you erased the post?

hack. match later. shucks. acjc. wait.. didn mr balb coached that team b4?? hahahaa. kkk. whatever.

cheng & pei :
sorry abt ytd. i was just crapping. it's over now-- i figured out the ans... i think.. duno wad got into me.. shld have known it all along. anw thnks. glad i talked to you before i did smthg stupo & lose.. love yall many many. hee..

some guy came ytd to repair the comp. hah. now.. it's sooo~ much faster but everything's gone... hahhaha.. have to RE-download them.. shucks but hey? cant have everything now can i? hmmm... dots..

//all i could think abt last night is [you]
i told you at 8:39 AM

okay so~ i haven't been updating.
but does it really matter? dots...

there's so many question going through my mind & i still cant figure out the ans.. arrhh.
i think smthg's wrong.. i think smthg will go wrong cos~... everything been going too smoothly. hahhahaha? forget it... will just keep it to myself. dots. maybe i'm just mood-swinging?? hahahs is there such a thing? dots

c her :
you got me thinking. lalalala...

tmr against acjc? at ccab. i'll be there... stupo shaleen & sylvia~... evil

cheng & stacy :
i'm trying to blog. hahahhaa. i duno wad to blog abt!! gotta clean the webs.

you know who you are:
hell~ wad the freaking hell is wrong with you to blog abt me?? blaming me?? the thought of you just make me sick. your a fucking waste of air, time & space. your just a freaking ride & i guess i better hop off cos it's getting kinda boring. i wldnt want you even if your in a bag & it's offered for free.. hah i had enough of being "nice".. to hell with you for all i care. why the hell shld i apologise?? so you think by asking your sister to call & "talk" [which i jus placed the fone down & walked to the kitchen to get a drink den walked back & picked up the fone hoping... HOPING she wld have hang up but no~~ she's still yacking away.. blablabla...] wld make me regret sending those msgs to you?? hell no~! like who started it?? stupid tramp. shitt you. IF i were to say sorry then THAT word "sorry" wldnt have a meaning wld it?? i wld totally be degrading myself if i apologised or to accept your apology. hah.

the ataris
I wish there was something I could say
to erase each and every page that you've been through
even though it's not my place to save you.
I appreciate but can't accept this
thank you note that's sealed with your last breath,
I won't stand aside and listen to you give up.

//my hmks are drips & draps.. not organise... like my brain.. shucks
i told you at 6:43 PM

cldn slp last night. kept turning and turning. hahhaz BUT when i did, someone called 675*****.. duno who. like wth! it was 2+ eh! stupid freak.

cheng & lily came down. hahhaz. like i still dun understand why they wake so early for this.. but anyway THANKS! muahahhahaz... scored 2 but mr balb still scold me. fine.. 4get it...

kept getting blown cos i backed-tackle. hahahhaz. sorry la. tsk but nvm & bubu passed a hard ball & this gurl trapped it but it flew up.. hahhaz.. i "bat" the ball & it hit her boobs. den she shouted at me saying it hurts.. in mly la. hahhaz.

sylvia played center forward very funny. hahahz. she KEPT apologising to me. hahahahz. lily said she recognised sylvia by the way she ran.. hahahz. kkkz. den went out with lily, cheng & shaleen. fer a while only. ate with them den went back cos having kenduri. arhhh.. pos to be there now & helped out but i'm tired.. kkk. whtever.. gtg. byes.

[you] : hahha i haven start my hmk yet! no time la!.. dots

//idunowhetherimdoingtheritething
i told you at 12:41 PM

ok erm.. morning? hahahahz.. shall update.. evil partner hinting2.. hahhaz.. tsk..

erm.. erm watched harry potter ytd at westmall. hahhaz cos we tot that 2nd day wld still be hard to get tickets... so went to ulu-fied place & wth~, you cant choose the seatings.. & 2 counters were only working.. like ur service is super good~? my sisters were totally irritated with the pple there that they were like practically criticising everybody. hhahahz. thnk god i had my "distraction".. hahhaz.. venting my anger on [her]. hahahz. sorry.. hahhaz.. but u dun mind, riite? hahahz.. that is totally why~.. i'm/we're never gng back there~!

i expected it to be better but nvvm-- hahahz. sorry la~ partner. tsk. hahhaz. watched it with my mom & sisters. sorry la~. cant say "no" to them, riite? dun wanna start world war III. hahhahaz. i'll watch again with you.. if you 1? kkk. you know.. u msged me when the movie jus ended like 2s.. hahhaha!

den went to swensen.. & after that.. saw erm lily & her fren. [grin] hahahz. whatevr loh.. tsk. no comments. [inside] hahhaz. pos to meet [her] at tbp but mom didn allow me to go.. tsk. irritated. cos apparently i had to go grans place BUT nvm-- dear wasn angry.. so whtver. hahahz. good. den went out again. hahahz. went to tekka? hahahz to eat. nice. hahhaz. full. hahahz.

den msged2 [her] like till~ erm i duno..? hahhaz. i fell aslp. idiot. hahahz. stupid freak's plane fly off alr.. destination... china. hahahahaz. whatever.. evil.. hahhaz. kz.. better go finish up with hmk or old granny will start nagging when she returns.. hahhahaz.

sylvia~! ure fired!! hahahahz!

crime partner : my toes are still attached! hahahz

sentosa on monday.. shucks.. i cant go. argh.. camp.

dad's gone. irritated. he'll be back like at the end of the month. stupo. tsk. hahahhaz. he's at africa? hahahz. duno la.. signing what contract. hahahz. he TRIED explaining it to me but i fell aslp. hahhaz. sorryla.. after that fly to... duno la & come back at end of the month. evil.. whtever..love him. hahahz.

//turned ard
i told you at 11:11 AM

ok~ shall force myself to update. hahahhaz. request by dear!

came to a conclusion that all... ALL 3a gurls are evil. like wth rite?? cheng & shaleen made me wait so long that i had time to go mc & finish my hashbrown & milk & go back down to wait... argh.. hahahz.

den reached sch early cos i have to separate the test papers cos ahem~ dots, i forgot to do them last fri. yea.. hahhaz. not muh fault! got carried away~, playing. hah! nette, cheng & shaleen helped & none.. NONE of the 3c gurls offered & devaki~ tsk tsk.. happily mocked me. hah! fine~..

when to eat with shaleen, cheng, kiri, pei, lily, mel, nat & sylvia. stupo loh that shaleen! pos to help me BUT she made it worst!! hahahhaz. whatever la lily~!!! box u arh.. cheng~ forever.. evill fine.. nthg to say abt her.

we took the harry potter bus. oh oh.. that sam guy is it?? so hansem loh. hahahz. fine. the ride was so loser-fied. think their disappointed in our row hahhaz. "u must be proud.." ritte... den sam said sylvia's hopeless. 4ever hopeless. hahahz. SEE sylvia~ even a stranger said ur hopeless!! hahahhaz.

took neo with cheng, kiri, sylvia, shaleen & val. hahahhaz. shaleen atm. hahhaz. very messy. tsk tsk. i wonder why. ahahhaz.

den headed to delta. shucks... dun feel like blogging anymore.. injured myself. hahahz. i cried! hahhaz. almost.. ok2.. shall not be ego.. i did. mr balb pressed my blisters. oh ohh.. pain.. and now both muh toes are swollen. oh & my right ankle too.. arhh.. whatever.. thnks cheng & dear. muahahhaz. kept looking-- nvm.. shhh...

got scoldin frm my mom & she wanted my dad to scold me too cos of my results. but dad didn. hehz. i was so scared loh.. arghh.. den i cry. hahhaz. shucks rite?? cos i tot he will.. i mean i was scared.. den he apologised cos of the shoes.. hahahz. he asked me not to play.. he asked me go hospital like wth loh. i luffed.. hahhaz. he gng to buy new shoe for me again. hahhaz.

[you]:
idiot lah~ tell me earlier can!! box u lah... hahhaz. thnks. cos it made my day. hahhaz. really really wanted to hear that. hah!

//box [you] la
i told you at 11:34 AM