had 2.4 TRIAL today.. muhahhaz. ms ng actually asked germaine & i to set the pace.... ME? me?? karmila?? hah~ dun make me luff.. which i so~ did when she asked me. like totally been avoidin mornin run... & i think i deserved it...? gettin 1249. 1st round was fast... den 2nd round dashini overtake me & germs was lk, "lala~ follow me!"... & b4 i cld ans-- she--- ZOOM... disappeared. hmmm yesh... den 3rd round michelle overtook me. erm yar & by the 4th round.. they're gone. i was left alone! they pang sey me & no 1 was behind me either so was like... alone~... i slowed down alot! & olive scolded me afte the run cos i'm slow-er~ den last year... okla... sorryla...
sch was alrite... feel very smelly.. hahhaz... i wonder y? hahahz... kkk.
yw & sexay : can both of u pls stop mushy-in & huggin?? hahahz... cher... i think yw likes it.. hahhaz... she's jus coverin up. hahahz..
went to eat at westmall's mc with nat, nette & pei. argh~ bad decision!! bad!! damn pissed! felt so uncomfortable/unwelcome/so ostracized. and~ while waitin for nat & nette to come up with their meals... there was this 2gurls with heavy make up starin at me & pei... argh~ told pei & she was like, "maybe we kno we're pretty & stuff"... like totally right? hhahz [ego]. yar & said back tt we dun need "extra help".. muhahahz.. feel so evil....
eh we didn disturb or get into anyone's way wad & this group of minahs -i hate minahs!-... was like sayin we dun belong there. like hello! ofcos we dun... like who wants to?? ohya... them.. hahz. nat was like sayin, "better dun let us see u in town... oh wait doubt u even kno how to go there in the 1st place".. hahahz.. which is like so true rite?? most probably they'll be in lot 1 or smthg... all the ulu ulu-fied place!
AND when nat was talkin to me... this minah said out loud abt nat & i dun have to 'speakin'? hah! such bad english & even if we were 'speakin' we dun sound like u... cos maybe jus maybe we're frm a convent sch which is like so up there? unlike u, minahs... from bbbbbbukit batok secondary so~ downnnn there?? where the only language u learnt is the "aku, kau" language... & ur fav subject is "how to get laid"..
hah! pei was like sayin her, the minah's hair looks greasy.. like totally! and she looks smelly too! hah... and her dressin... my god~! so short & tight... hah! think if u randomly select a group of convent gurls to wear their uniform.. we'll most probably look nicer... NEATER & not like some prostitute...
den this grp of duno wad ulu sch la... green skirt. another bunch of loser-fied gurls. like 1 of them said the word "whate-ver~" so loud with that "ver" slang.. & pei was like excuse maybe that word have expired?? & she made so~ much noise like aa-ing & thinkin she very big cos her bf was standin near her.. like helo? not~! hahz. typical mat dressin.. tappered pants. yucks~. tight pants... emphasizin on his skinny legs.. & ugly specs.. pulease la... not in a million years will we get jealous. hah! maybe u shld try harder?!
then when we were gg down the stairs.. wanna get out of this ulu-fied place... they were starin at us... they were like askin "wad sch wad sch". like helo?? r u that dump?? maybe convent?? like so totally wearin a well known blue uniform?? stupo~... hahz.. some pple [shake head]. hehz.
hahz... nat's pissed.. & pei's irritated.. nette?? she's used to it.. hahz..
//hah~ i'm evil? mean? to hell with u.. ure nthg
ying wei made me luff all the way to sch.. she was tellin me abt "her journey to the sushi place"... wad nonsense. hahahz..
had fun durin math period. hahz. cher made me luff so hard that i nd to go-- hahhaz. hmmm... i wonder why...? maybe JUS maybe cherie bought a drink 4 me & i stupidly bought milo 4myself... so i had 2finish both? hahhz. oh YES~ when i was in the toilet....... cher happily throw water? throw? hahhaz.. wadever la... slamed the door open & stared at her... hahhaz.. u shld have seen her face. those big2 eyes.. i shouted "you DIE!" & chase her all the way back to cyber space. hahhhz.
slept durin geog.. hahhaz. no~ not my ffault... was tired! hahhaz.. was thinkin... what's the first line.... den fell~ aslp... hahahz.. ok2. sorryla~ woke up & yw scolded me.. ohya~ yw smacked me today!!! she wanted to beat cherie but somehow~~~~~~..... [stare] and cherie, yw, amanda & pei scolded me.. hahahz.. hack..
these --- dun even kno the name of my band
heheheee... had cme test today. was answerin the 2nd question & yw was like..."1 A!"... LUCKY mrs fung didn hear that!!!! argh~~.... u kno the 2nd pg... hahhaz.. we "had extra help"... hahhaz... the 3of us did the test together.... only the 2nd pg.. hahahz.. totally.. AND no help frm yw... jus by luck she's in between us...! hahhaz... but still our ans are all rubbish.. hahahz... yw was stressin out durin the test.. hahhax. kept luffin & mrs fung kept remindin us that it's a test... hahahz. yw face la~ so guilty. hahhaz.. the book was on the table & it's oh so temptin.. hahhaz. yw stil can say.. "go karmila go lala".. hmmm ok? [grin].. hahhaz.. accordin to nat we dun have "moral". hhahahz.. whatever la... let yall read wad we wrote 4 2nd pg... RUBBISH! hahahz..
finished studyin chem.. hahahz.. tmr's maths.. yup. sorry didn eat with the clan today.. have to go home str8 & had a "date" with upsize farter.. hahahz.. now there's 15! plus lily & nette.. hohooo gettin bigger.. hahhhaz
me
cherie
pei han
amanda
natria
marcia
yolanda
jessica
michelle
ying wei
olive
wei xuan
valery
lily
nette
//beginin to understand what u mean
1/2 chair :
hahahz.. sorry 4 pang sey-in u this few days...i meant-- to me.. i have been pang-- i have?? haven i?? tell me the truth. hahhaz... feelin guilty* now. hehz. m i still in? m i stil allowed to b a "dj"? m i still ur radio partner? [grin] realised how important u are to me... always turnin to you... somehow u just know~ when i need you... when i need to talk... when i'm coverin up~.. [smile] hahz dun even know why u alwz listen to me.. blabbering... kkk... jus wanna let ya know tt-- i appreciate it... m referin to e-very-thing... and i'm still holdin on to wad u said earlier... cos i'm bright [wink].
hahhaz.. just felt like sayin that to u.. hahhaz.. dunno why.. hee.. oh yar... cherie!! hahhaz.. ure oso important okay?? hahahz... dun give me "hmph" face in the mornin cos ur no. 2!! hahhaz.. okayy... sama sama as cheryl. hahahz
//no point tryin to save it
everyone's studyin... i shld too. wait i m.. jus takin a break...
waitin 4my fone to die.. hahhaz.
no batt means it cant b on...
means i cant msg..
means i wont b tempted to msg--
means i wont make a stupid move
means i'm savin myself frm further humilation..
means...
miss my fone...
argh~ i hate using handphone... not. jus... yar. dun wanna use it anymore... the sight of my handphone makes me sick/mad... hahahz.
totally.. hahhaz. doubt u understand this but hack-- i do..
hate the "ringin tones & the games".. hahhaz. didn fall for it.
stupo fone.
gonna "get" new fone.
gonna throw "this fone" away & get new one.
have one "nokia model" in mind but it's very "x".. hahahz.
nvm. will try to "beg" muh parents. nver give up-- nver surrender.
//who woke me up??!
some dude jus masturbated in the bus & he was behind me & nat. hahhahz.. dee & tanny saw him doin--- hahhaz... nat & i changed seats... moved up 2e frnt.. wth?? i duno wth dee was talkin abt..?? she typed out den sent to nat.. hahahz.. i turned & saw him "relaxin"-- his eyeballs rollin2.. mayb he was in "dreamland".. hahhaz.. hah! stop! dun think anymore... stupo! wth can... hahhahz. nat cant stop luffin. hahhaz.
sch was alrite.. felt very tired today. hahahz.. duno y.. maybe cos i saw the other gurls runnin their 2.4?? hahhaz.. not. hhahhz... stacy taught... no~ tried... no intended to teach me durin recess but ended up darshini, sheralynn & sarah tan teachin me... hahhaz.. like whatever rite?? hahz. kz.. nvm. mly jus suck! hate the mly period... like whatver la.. who's the b-- man?? stupo.. hahz.. cant use vulgarities... marcia dun allow.. hahhz.. must listen 2pts.. hahhz.
maths period was the best... cheryl, pei & i washed our face usin--- dot dot dot. hahhaz.. pei jus by luck 1... she walked in when we're washin. hahhaz. damn.. pei "all ur fault"... u "made us do it".. hahhaz. didno we're so evil. hahahz. had the same thing gg through our minds when we saw the soap.. hahahz.. tmr washin again?? hahhaz.. [grin]
//felt like im dreamin...
argh~ fung scolded me. wth~ not muh fault rite... that germaine left e class key at home... whatever2... e~nough is e~nough. stupo!
got high fer physics.. hahahz. not really that~ high but high fer me la.. hahz. nvm... upsize farter is "avoidin" me can... hahhaz.. wad did i do?? she & cherie mushy2-ing ard... omg! felt like i'm in their way.. hahahz.. cant concentrate in sch today.. hahahz..
no~ we're not together... so STOP askin cos it's gettin on muh nerve! wth can...
pei: dun "break up"... hahhaz... i'm hopeless without u... hahhaz.. [wink]
2.4 tmr.. trial i think? hahz. gonna slack. yup2.. dun give a shit alr..
tt's all ar... lazy to blog.. hahz.. anythin jus go 2 cherie's blog la.. hahhaz
/e-nuff is e-nuff
fun fun fun~ hahahz... caroline's not last! yay! hahhaz... not. think nette & i are "traitors". hahhaz. cheered & supported every house except 4ours... eh no~ a lil 4usla... the beginnin.. hahhaz. Can die arh... walkin ard with her. hahhaz.
last min... olive came 2me & said, "karmila! u run 4by1!". hmmm.... my reaction? i started 2luff cos i tot she was kiddin. den she stared &said, "oklar... u run 4by4".. hahahz... i luffed even louder & nette kept pesterin me 2run. hahhaz... not funny wad. me run?? bla3.. in the end, olive, nette, ying min & i ended up runnin. i'm the third runner! hahhaz. then! that ym kept sayin she cant run~ & she kept givin that puppy look! happily2 tel me we're gonna lose. okla~ lose. nvm2. hahhaz. olive said we dun have to win jus try our best but she'll chop us into pieces if we lose... hmmm ok? catchin no ball... hahahz..
made a deal with ym.. hahahz.. if we win.. pei go trng but if we lose.. den she's not. hahahz.. totally. den she said "ok" too fast hahhaz... good2.
pangg didn wear shorts... AGAIN! her reason was that she's havin her thing. like no connection rite?? stupo. she happily sat ontop readin her book. like wth?? asked her 2come down she dun wan.. cos~ she hate the sun?ok~ nvm... no comments. hahahz.
think nette was damn irritated... hahaz. she kept beatin me everytime i looked at her... hahhaz. so funny. sorryla. wth.. hahhaz. nette~ u kno e $1 u gave 2buy esther's drink?? hahahz.. i sort of finished it. hahahz. no~ cos liane & i cant find her.. den liane happily asked me 2open & drink so i happily opened & drank it. hahhaz. totally... den when we walked 2pangg there dot dot dot... they pass round the can & FINISHed! hahahz... sorry2.. i pay u back on monday! pts promise! hahhaz..
ym: hockey was first u kuku-fied head! not netball! stupo.. hahahz..
stood with the hockey gurls durin the inter-cca race. nette joined it. hahhaz. when we won... nette was like, "eh! i not hockey! so out".. hahahz.. when catherine ran passed us & the rest was way~ behind... miss marten did the "yawnin" thing & waved good bye 2 the other cca runnin pass us.. hahahz. totally rite??
nat: totally had the 'bring in on smile'.. hahahz.. nice! go nat! shouted 4u can..
pei, nette & i were like shoutin & shoutin 4isabel.. hahhaz.. ought 2b ashame of ourselves...NOT! i kept cheerin 4nat den marcia was like... "stop shoutin 4nat only can.." hahahz... like totally silen 4 erm~... 2 seconds. hahhaz.. den we looked at each other den shouted 4wei zuan. hahahz. go go go! ready?? ok! hahahz..
pos to go out with pei.nat,nette& lily but my sis called & asked me to go park mall, fish&co. wth can... i want to go out!! stupo-fied. argh~
bathe den i slept like frm 3to5.. hahahz.. woke up went online.. yay~... den we talked 4like 2mins?? hahahz... N everything's fine... NOW! it's over! tt was the past! we're frens! yesh we are! right?? hahahz...
when out & got back jus in time for ami.. nice.. hahhaz.
pei~: i like today! hahhaz... totally! get 2talk 2ahem... & her... yea~. muhahahhaz.
//hmmm~ hahhaz... i duno wad to type here... hahahz...jus~ wad e hell... shall stop here.. BOO!
hmmm~ back... 4a while onlyla..
my fingers are itching
& i'm going crazy
i've been thinkin abt u
& of u only
val said smthg 2me.. & it hurts me real bad... i meant-- in a gd way kind of hurt... yea.. hahhaz. wad the hell m i sayin??nvm... been 1ting 2say smthg... but i dun have e guts 2say it &even if i do... u wont believe me or accept it &~ everyone wil start scoldin me cos 2them... it's a stupid step 2take... cos u'll most probably--
hahhaz... erased &rewritin this like a zillion times... duno whethe i shld publish this or not... hahahz... hahaz.. 5mins have passed by &i stil haven make up my mind. i'm afraid of what might happen next-- once this is up. afraid.. it might get worse.. hahz. jus lettin my fingers run... typin whatever is gg thru my mind--...
//i'm sorry~...
erm~ b4 i forget... to anjana: "stop playing~!" er.. elis asked me 2ask u to "stop playing!"... hahhahz... dun ask me why cos she refuses 2tel me the reason-- so yea.. jus "stop playin"... though i dun see the connection of why me?? hahhz.. since i dun have ur no. so yea... i'll jus blog abt it cos i'm pretty sure-- that u'll be here... hahahz
sch was okla... luffed alot. as usual~ hahhaz.. upsized farter wiper's sittin next 2me. hahhaz. lazy 2type la so yea... go 2[x]-dotter-in-law again.. hahhaz cos i know she'll b havin fun, luffin 2herself while typin. hahhaz. [grin]. yea~ we make a horrible bio patner. hahahz. [cherie]. hhahahz. stup~ now i wish... upsized farter wiper was with us. hahahz.
olive~ dun make me run tmr... pulease...!! i cant run.. haven been runnin~... & if die2 i must run dot dot dot... hahhaz... dun ask me 2run 4by4 la STUPID! walau~ 4 by 1 can la but that?? which part of "haven been runnin" dun u understand?? wan 2kill me zit?? kuku-head.
nat.. u 1ted e lyrics.. so yea.. hahhaz
Yeah
Uh huh
New Blaque
Darckchild, Darkchizzle
The jump off
Is it true that im the one making you nervous?
Trying real hard as if im for show shit
By you and your crew, that's helpless
You saw that X5, that's me out side
I know you, kinda seem so confused
You cant understand how my diamonds bling through
But its cool its true, its unusual
A girl so fly out shining a guy
We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more
It aint me, im sorry you got the wrong one
It aint me, I just came out to have fun
It aint me, go out and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
Playas please, please stop frontin'
I don't know when Benz started makin Isuzu's
But its new, cause I do what I do
Which causes me not to be needin' you
When I leave, I got a crib to go to
That I got myself straight out of high school
So if you comin' at me, be ready
Cause there aint no way imma let somebody play me
We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more
It ain't me, im sorry you got the wrong one
It ain't me, I just came out to have fun
It ain't me, go out and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
[Rap]
Yo, im only Clyde if you clip me
And I still got ice even if you aint wit me
Candy paint and I still bump Biggie
Halter, throwback, ripped up dickies
Ya hate me cause I am nice up on the mic
I'm twice the size of rice
My flow keepin 'em right
Brain dead you need cents like 50
Cause wont you to love me like Bobby and Whitney
No
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, Im good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, Im good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good !
//hmmm... no comments
ytd, the whole of cck black out!!! hahhaz.... & bukit panjang & marsiling & woodlands & bukit gombak oso.. hahahz. so cool rite?? never seen s'pore so~ dark b4. like mcm kampong or at taman lk tat. hahahz. then the whole estate was lk havin a conversation.. hahahz. i was so disappointed~ hahhaz... where are all the soldiers, civil defence, mps, jets & everything?? show off only durin the ndp. my sis thought it was the terrorist. hahhaz. wad?? tupid. hahhaz.
i had 2lead e class cos olive have to train.. stup. den darshini tried 2 overtake me & michelle.. stupid!! hahhaz... we kept increasin our speed & jes joined in. so the 3of us were runnin in a row, blockin her. hahhaz. when we finished the runs, we realised that maybe~ jus maybe we ran too fast?? hahhaz...e rest of the gurls were slowly joggin, strollin in... hahhaz. upsized farter scolded us 4runnin 2fast. hahhaz
cherie! sit beside me can?? hahahz. yingwei hush la~... she's like grumblin & stuff... kept sayin that she want to shit... have u seen her umbrella?? totally upsized. hahaz. i cant rmb wad happened in class-- too many crap happened. but i kno we're luffin & luffin durin pc. i think cherie bloged abt today la... so for more info pls go to [x] dotter-in-law... hahhaz. go cherie's~ blog.
kept luffin with kiri & cherie while waitin 4house prac 2start... kiri's saliva flew to my face & cherie's hand~!! ure mouth's that big?? walked ard wit liane&her gang.. hahahz.. den with kiri den with von&ruby... hahhaz. time pass really fast. sat down with esther & talked to liwei... stup gurl. blablabla... went home with liane&her gang den with kiri & shaleen & jade. blablabla... here bloggin. kz. g2g... cant wait 4 tmr...
liane: i'm not going with her la stup. i'm square... rmb?? pls~! i called u 'darling' oso rite? hahahz. why she nv go house prac today?? miss her can.. hahaz.. my fatty ass~. ahahhaz
1/2 chair: relax... control~ durin house prac...& stop scoldin me!!!! i'm~ not an idiot... hahahz... but-- haiya~ i duno y oso la... stup.. hahahz.
nette: gd luck 4 ur swimmy & erm thnks 4sayin that 2me... durin recess. yea. adds more meanin to my smile. hhahaz.
mel&all: yea~ let's anti her!! hahhaz... kill her kill her kill her! hahahz... not.. she's actually nice la.. hahhaz... to me~la..
//clueless
yea~ had fun in sch today. hahahz and no~ i'm not coverin up. [honest] except in the morning when cheryl made me--- cos she "scolded" me. hahahz. yeshy-- i kno~ sorry. hahahz.
miss lee complained 2mrs fang that me,pei & amanda shld be separated. wth can?? hahahz. but nvm. yingwei sat in btw cherie & me. totally can. was luffin the whole day. thought that-- i repeat THOUGHT that yingwei wld ask us to concentrate... make us study but-- BUT she ended up being the noisy one! she kept singing & she got the lyrics all wrong~! she talked to herself okay!!! suddenly she said, "u kno arh~ my father said that anyone who talked to themselves are smart but hahahahz i'm not smart".... wth can?? cherie i miss sittin beside u!! hahahz.
and yingwei farted in class! hahhaz. at 1st cherie asked yingwei whether she farted. it was meant to be a joke-- i think. yesh~ it was. den yingwei got all tensed up & said no. so we luffed den quiet. BUT afte a few min 'rose' started luffin... she said, "i farted so many times alr"... like whatever can!! hahahhaz.
mr tan coached us 2day. so~ funny. at 1st he blew the whistle softly den mrs suppiah asked him 2blow louder, dun have 2b so 'gentle'. hahhaz. den he asked us 2do some sec1 thg & i was lk so u think u very pro alr la den he started 2blush! hahhaz. shaleen was omg-ing. hahhaz. this was the bestest trng ever.
i forgotten how it felt hittin the ball so hard. hahahz. totally can. all my balls to michelle was super fast & hard. fuyooo--- hahhaz. nice~ hard~ passes~~~ hahhahaz... & i injured 4sec1s 2day. hahhaz. they were in my way~. they "knew" i was abt 2hit wad--- hahhaz. sorry that-- but it felt gd. hahahaz...
cher: yea-- no worries. if i cld avoid norizan last year & we're lk in the same class & same cca-- this wld b---.... u get it la. hahhaz. oya~... we're in talkin terms now... i meant norizan? ya.. hahhaz.
me?a hypocrite?hahz?wth did i do?nvm.not worth it.
hahhaz... totally pei~ her words r totally meaningless. hahhaz & stop consolin me!! i dun nd that! hahahz. oops-- & i'm not 'flirtin' wif rose okay~
//the bim bang-ers... thnks
shouldnt have known u~! no! hate her to bits&pieces! hate her. hate it. freakin hell~! u expect me to react calmly?? total waste of my time & sms-es. damn it la~ sorry ok? oyar~ i forgot "Sorry" is not in your dictionary right? how forgetful of me. totally degradin myself tryin to make it up to u~! u kno wad?? i dun care anymore. enough is enough~! enough of sorries. enough of holdin on & definately enough of u--!
stacy: u happy now?? u got wad u wanted?? congrats cos ure nightmares are over!
//totally degraded myself
how cld i possibly go 2sch tmr-- when i feel like a fool. u plyed me lk a fool. totally. 1& only i falled for turned &stabbed me at the back. how nice. totally~. lk pay back 4plyin ard with others. how nice. good job.
felt so stupo ytd- cant believe i cried. i meant-- tears jus flow out while msgin u... felt stupid. 2nd person i cried 4 & she's-- feelinless?? nvm. talked to pei & pang ytd. hahahz. they made me luff. thnks gurls. hahhaz.
pei-- thnks 4 makin me feel stup. i really needed that??? hahhaz. the funniest thing is that-- pei thinks i've really fallen~ 4u & tt someone can acually turn me ard. stup-- but it doesnt matters anymore. nope-- it doesn. hhahaz. pei gave me a day... yea. she knos me so well. a day 2let it out den i'm good. hahaz.
yea-- there's sch tmr. need 2b me. cant b down or pple wil start questionin. i hate that.
oya & pang if ure readin which i so~ think u wldn. hahahz. thnks 4makin urself sound stupid. ahhahz. being my victim. & dun worry- i didn tel her nthg.
nat & pei & cherie.. lurve u loads. i'm here... [smile jus 4 of u 3]
//even w/o u.. i'm good
smile? that word has no meanin to me anymore.
lurve? what's that? another meaninless word--
why wld i b pissed or feelin hurt?? when i dun think ure even sorry or feelin guilty.
i dun nd u--
guess all tt matters is ur reputation though u didn say it out loud.
whatever.
frens? it wont b the same-
the lyrics? yea-- i wont b in ur way.
confirm on that.
//shall smile 4those who really care
in lab now.
monday was a saddy-teary day. no mood to do anything. was freakin sad cos i tot u were angry with me. wanted to avoid u cos-- so that i cld stop fallin-- deeper. but-- i cldn. totally. so not me. where's the totally in control me?? pei asked me that but i was speechless. i duno wad to say.
tuesday's the best. i think-- no~ i kno it's my luckiest day. i didn get caught cos of my belt. it's low & loose? hahahz. totally. durin trg, i shouted vulgarities to dis sec2 cos she hit the ball & it flew to my mouth. bloodie hell~ but mrs suppiah didn catch me. hahahz. she was lookin ard. hahahz. den at home. i found out smthg. yeah~... still cant believe it though. but yes. i'm happy that u told me. [smile] cant type what cos she warned me not to. so~ too bad. hahhaz. i kno smthg u all dun kno. hahahahz.
//i tot it'll never happen but it did~
dun even kno why i was so pissed when i heard that.. hahahz. i cant be borthered anymore. stup~.
//think i'm wastin [ur] time. hahahz. so i better stop. hahahz?
argh~ i'm fuckin pissed with [u]. who the hell do [u] think [u] are...?? talkin bout me & muh frens like that?? [u] are no better den us... or rather lower cos [ure] one fuckin hypocrite!
but i have to applaud [u] cos [u] have darn good acting skills. i suggest [u] just be an actress when [u] grow up. i assure [u]~ that [u]'ll be highly paid & demanded.
i snapped when i heard what [u] said bout-- bout us. cant believe [u] thought of us that way. didn believe it was comin frm [u] but the look on their faces when they told me tells me its all true. bloodie hell~. wanted to go up to [ur] class when i heard bout it but jus controlled, took my stuff & walked away... for mly. thought [u] were the best among them but i was fooled. nvm~.... so it's true then eh?? not everyone can be trusted... not fully 100%ly trusted then. it's a solo world out there. ure alone.. watched ur own back...
this week was pos 2b nice... smillin all e way but [u] of all pple had 2spoil it... why?? why of all ppl [u]??
//hah~.this is the 2nd time i snapped this year... guess it aint all gone heh??nvm~ dun ans tt...
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