Saturday, January 31, 2004

fun fun fun~. total crazy~. hehz. some ang moh guy donated $10. hehz. so nice rite?? 4guys gave 2bucks den everyone else gave coins. but nvm ar. 1 lorry driver asked me 2 come over cos he wants 2donate 2bucks. den he jus passed it 2me cos the light turned grn so i said thank u when the lorry drove off slowly, the guy behind oso want 2give me $$ den i bumped against e pole ar cos i was tryin 2 catch his hand/the $$. [paiseh]. but he just threw the coin & i picked it up but i did say/shout thank u. got a stare frm pei but a gd 1... i hope hehz? yar. e tourists are so friendly/nice. hehz. chat wif them. shalln go into it yar? hehz. if not super long. had competition wif pei han. hahahz. but i got most. hehz. hahahz. [grin]. walao pei han actually ran to the pple & asked 4 donation so i asked those that "escape" pei. hahhaz. hmmm yar~. we stationed ourselves outside the hotel yar. so all the tourist comin out we asked them. smart rite?? hahhaz.


come 2 a conclusion that if u asked 4 donation frm a couple, the gurl wld alwz give & all along i thought that the guys wld donate 2impress the gurl. u guys dissappoint me! [shake head] but if u asked 4 donation frm a tourist, the guy wld alwz give. which means rite that asian gurls & ang moh guys r nicer.

hmmm~... ate bk in e mornin cos we "nded" energy b4 askin ard. hehz. den dis grp of i duno wad sch sat infrnt of us & played all eir stupid ring tones. so noisy. pei han kept shottin ice at them until they stared at us. so she stopped. den i/pei played my 'hey ya' & 'the anthem' ring tone den we packed up & leave cos cant b bothered wif those lian. donate2 til tin heavy den when 2 taka 2 eat. hehz. den saw cherie, michelle, nithiya, olive, ying wei & darshini i think? hehz. they asked us wher we stood til get tat heavy... panic liao la~ their's so light cos tk neo-printS somemore la?! hehz. den met nat, yolanda & amanda at LJS... hehz.. "steal" their food ar. all wif their phek chek face cos tin was quite light. sat there 4 a while den called nithiya asked wher she & e rest are. guess wher they are at?? at centrepoint pizzahut arh! the six of them sure kno how to enjoy life. somemore some of their tin so darn light. wth. hehz. met them there. saw 2 pizza left. untouched. as usual ar~... thick skin rite?? i stooped 1 up & placed it on the plate. hehz. then sat down at the table beside theirs. hahhaz. pei han did the same. hahhaz. it was d-e-li-ciouS. hehz. cherie said that somehow free food taste nicer & paid food just taste diff. she was hintin/mockin me & pei ar but we jus answered totally! hahhaz. so fun.


den went back 2sch & returned e tin. hehz. my hrt pain ar~! so much $$! hahahz [grin]. went 2town again wif sylvia, cherie, nithiya, lynsey & liyana. lynsey was super hyper kept askin wher r we gg nxt or why why why... hehz. so cute. yar totally. liy said go ps cos meetin charles. yar. den bla3 den went hm wif sylvia-she wanted 2 kill time, took train 2yew tee & back 2 tbp 4 her piano lesson-



i told you at 6:10 PM

fun fun fun~. total fun. ying wei cut her hair & she's like so bhb but nvm~... we tolerated. hehz. kept touchin her hair [rolled eyes in a gd way]. hhahahz. called her chiobu cos she asked us 2 & e more we compliment e more she touches her hair. hmmm.... ok?? me & pei han so totally 'cannot' stand it. hehz. was practically luffin e whole darrn day. it passed so fast rite?? yesh~ karmila... hehz -losin it-


english was fun~. totally fun~ny. grped wif marcia, ying wei, jes, pei han & amanda. hehz. cant stop luffin. -told u i was practically luffin e whole day rite~!- jes kept drawin on me~, we kept pickin on amanda & totally luffin at ying wei's jokes bout her hair & cha cham bo [inside joke]. hehz. did u kno that she stood 3hrs infrnt of e damn mirror combin her hair ytd?? & practically aftr everi lesson 2dae she went 2 e toilet. ying wei~~!! i~- no WE 'prefer' u b4 you cut ur hair!!! hehz


den cant rmb wad happen. BUT durin ft was e best!!! totally ok~! mrs fang comes in & we started decoratin our class cos we have/ordered to do so. den we started of grumblin cos no othe classes decoratin wad rite?? e buju kurung la~ hahahhaz... tape it up den ying wei & jes drew dis really cute -referin 2 e real defination of "cute"- cartoon face, it was so damn funny lookin wif it's long~ thin neck, big eyes, red thick lips & 2 rabbit teeth. hahhahz. den we attached it & ying wei again~ drew hands but 1 of it has 6 fingers!! 6!! we started luffin & jess drew high heel shoes but e shoes were too small compared 2 e head & hand [grin]. e chiobu ying wei drew 2 feet like macam e kampong pple arh~... bare footed. hehz. our class was so noisy cos everyone started luffin. i meant luff damn loud. hehz & other classes kept on lookin outside. hahahz. so fun~nie! ying wei & i crushed papers into 2 balls & placed it ahem~ there [grin]. but i guess it was too heavy 4 the tape lar that the whole thing just dropped. hahhaz! the rest placed hand mock?? haiya~ "fishin nets" la so jes, nithiya, sheralynn, natria & i drew fishes. our fish look like scary lookin perana, diseased fish, hot dog, super rnd bally fish & punk'd funky fish respectively.


hmmm... yesh~... welcome 2 e fishin village~, i guess?? hehz. wen home wif er~ jean, pei han, nithiya & sylvia. total fun. cant stop luffin. hehz. make fun of nithiya~. she got bang so~ many time. hehz. 4 against 1 eh, pinky?? [grin] hehz. pei & i shot ice at diz gan eng seng pple?? yar. hahhaz. den dey finally aftr many2 shot they looked/stared at us. like totally think we scared?? not! den went 2 popula/kfc. den walked passed ljs & 4 of em stared at me & pei cos we purposely stared at them 1st la. hehz.


guess wad we were doin in e train?? a)luffin b)luffin c)all of e above... totally rite!!! we were luffin all e way back. hahahz. k k by myself as usual. hehz. jean, pei & i cant stop talkin bout ij bt pple den nithiya & sylvia kept hintin... hehz.. so we talked bout 2dae stuff & went back at ij bt den it goes rnd & rnd. hehz. but nithiya got bang again. like so many time... hehz. yup~...


k2.. too long. yar~. hmmm.... tmr have flag thingy at heeren/centerpoint/summerset mrt. wher u all gg ar?? hahahz... cant wait... sure fun ar~... crazie~... fine~.... buaiz... lurve ya lots... me [grin]


last [promise]: darshini aka mini skirt is not frm sri langkah. i repeat she's not frm sri langkah. [grin]. hahhaz. it was a joke pple~.... omg~! cant believ u all passed it rnd, believin tat she's frm sri langkah. it was a joke! it was meant 2b a track joke. i duno wher the hell she's frm but accordin 2 nithiya, she's frm india. hehz. not sri langkah ok?? hahahhz.


//totally happy & hyper not craziee [grin].
i told you at 5:25 PM

sent my cousin to the airport last night. yar~. gonna miss him i guess? yar~ altho he's a pain sometimes. think his mom made a gd decision to send him to australia to study cos he's a nt student -no offence- cos if u continue studyin here it's like no point rite?? yar~ -m like totally answerin bymeslf-... he took the 2015 flight. he gave me $10 [grin] cos i asked him so cos everyone is like giving him $$. damn it. hahhaz. nvm2 & there was a big grp of students at the airport. like macam 1 whole sch come down just to send 1 guy~?? he must have been a really nice guy or famous or smthg sak


it rained the whole time in sch & it's still rainin as i'm typin. so cold ok~. hehz. lucky i brought my sweater. it's l.f.c. sweater pple~. hehehz. i found it ytd in my cupboard like i totally thought i left it back at manchester city last year. was totally not in the mood in the mornin. was totally quiet in the morning. hehz. i sort of scolded 3 sec 1gurl. hehz. she was makin a hell lot of noise on the way to sch, talkin bout wad?? how much they hate someone but loves the braces she's wearin & how they wld look gd on em too?? [rolled eyes]. then i told kuti cos they're standin infront of us, "she hates ester?? we hate them even more. it's early~ in the mornin & dey r like talkin so~ much. belt so high. socks so high. omg~ they're makin our sch look bad" & kuti was like "wear braces just bcos they think it's nice. it's painful too & wad makes them so sure that they're gonna look gd in it?". hehz. then slowly2 they walked faster & faster. hahahz. so funny. yar[grin].


sch was ok lar~. got scoldin frm mr sng bout the class but nvm la. hehz? failed my maths. but nvm ar?? siao ar~ nvm fail maths. maths eh~!! damn it. fuck damn it la. ok2 -control-. wadeva2...put some deco up~... some~ but at least it's better then nothin rite?? went home with razi just now. met him in the train. oh yar~ m like so darn tired that i fell aslp on his shoulder. so nice~ [grin]. dropped off at yew tee cos he didn want to wake me up. yar. anw yar~... lurve everyone many many... hahahz... follow the porn star* hehz... many many ok~?? hehz



i told you at 4:36 PM

totally missin the 2a pple~~~! argh~! it'll never be the same again -say that in tune of tat song- [grin]. it's like totally different. just missed my x-classmates. damn it.


fuck shit~! wait~ no.. i dun one to fuck shit. bloodie hell la. i'm like totally failin everythin. argh~ think i'm irritatin natria too much. hehz. caught her sayin that i'm irratatin..! fine~ aint talkin to ya... [grin]... ok2.. jus a lil bit. shall not talk tmr... eh! wrong~ shall reduce/try not to talk. must study ok~ karmila?? hehz... yes karmila. ok~ like totally wad~eva. m so~ talkin to myself. yesh~ pple! by myself again. den stop readin lar [rolled eyes].


argh~ m not in the mood la. bloodie hell. wtf~ mrs fang wants the deco up... den ask other gurls to do dem la. alwz come to me, natria or pei han. wad? dis class only has 3 pple is it?? [3 fingers out]. not gonna do anythin. damn the chairman. damn the fuckup mini skirt gurl. argh~ i'm just so stress. fuckinly stress. wad is the mother fuckthup wrong wif me?? sch just started and i dun get anythin. such a loser. wait~~~ not a loser. just wols. bloodie hell. argh~ m so darn pissed off at muhself. fine~ like totally fine. just want my old classmates back. just want them back~


to [him] : stop actin like u know me so well. u dun~ not every single thing. give me space. i need space. sorry bout ytd.


to [her] : kno u've been readin this so i'll just lay it all out in ur face. fuck off u fuck up bitch. made u my 'sister' cos u were close wif him but somehow u wanted more den being his close fren. such an asshole. ure just nthg so i dun have to worry bout u.


y is everythin movin so fast??
it's giving a headache
it's driving me insane
all i want is a break


slow things down
spare me time to breathe
just to calm my nerve down
just to look around


no more laughin
no more stonin
totally studyin
feel like dyin



//lala feelin damn torn apart&scatteredly thrown around the endless ocean



i told you at 4:48 PM

sch was fun~ sch was fun~ today & ytd! wahahhaz [grin]... excludin the part when mr francis was scoldin me & nat in the mornin ar bout the green forms & stuff. sayin that we only cared bout ourselves. like totally not we reminded every single 1 ok~.


nvm~... wasnt payin attention durin e/a maths.. hmmm~ as usual la but sylvia taught me stuff. hehz. yesh~ she did... hahahahz. oh yea~ physic! hahahz... ms wee -relief tcher- dont care whether we paid attention... so~ we started doing our own stuff such as~ busy disturbin pei han~, cherie and everyone!!! oh yar~... didn kno that natria cld jump so~ darn high~ [evil grin]. hahahhaz. hmmm...


today i lost count the no. of time i said "i still love u" to pei han. hehz after i irritated her~. hey! i must take revenge ok~ when she~.... erm~... oh ya~ jus now she~.... no! when she~... hehz?? sorry. i still love u pei !! hahahhaz.


2hrs of lit. i repeat~ 2 darn hrs cos we went on strike, not wantin to write an essay. hhahahz. miss lee kept pickin on me & pei han. hahahhaz. pei han got the most. pei~ u are definitely not a chaste. hhahahz. eh! it's true rite?? once, beckham scored a goal and he took off his shit... er i meant shirt rite?? she dun blieve me ok~ she said i watched soccer jus to wait for them to take off their shirts. pu~lease ar. hahahahz. no ok~. i dun mind la if it's raul but beckham?? tat old fart?? hahahaz. victoria~ hahahz [inside joke]. luff so much ar today.


durin ss, we cant take it no more. everyone's losin it. cant concentrate. started thinkin names 4 the 4gurls. came up wif siti, pang pang [fatty], betty[the horny 1] and smthg ar~ an indian name~[pregnant pig]. made signs and stick it to eir table.


went back wif sylvia, pei han and iris. was practically luffin e whole 'journey' back. pple were lookin but dun give a damn. tellin sylvia how notorious we were. wad we did in pri sch til we were thrown out of our classroom & sent to e principal office like for 3times. 'the gang' aka 'the 7wonders' hahhaz. that was wad mrs wong called us den she changed to 'the 7 devils' hahhahaz. oh yar~ & was "cursed" by our form tcher infront of the whole class. hehz. but too bad ur curse was not fulfil. it got lost somewher. hehz. all pei han's fault. wahahhaz. we were e apples in her eye ok~ b4 pei han was transfered in wif tat dao face!!! hahahhaz. hmmm... yar~. nvm. was so damn fun. the seven of us pei han [alwz gets e most scoldin], me [e 2nd 2 be blame], iris [the master mind], julie[pervert], cynthia['goodie' aka our spy], shao jian[the smart 1 ar], cassandra [the most decent]. ar~ miss them.


k~ have tuition~... haiz~

i told you at 4:01 PM

almost killed cheyl teo today. damn it. hehz. wanted to hahahz i lifted up pei han's chair & intended to throw it at her but her reaction was just too funny so i started luffin & lost balance. hahahz. dropped pei~'s chair backwards & got scoldin frm her. hehz. can call it a scoldin ar~. hahahz. she bit my finger! i sat ontop of her den we pushed & i fell & started to luff. hahhaz. & the porn star "scolded" me cos i fell on top of her bag. hehz.


everyone was not in the mood to study. hmmm~ i wonder y?? like duh karmila!! 4 days of break is over jus like that?! so fast???? bloodie hell. hahhaaz. natria was totally insane~. not sayin that e other days she wasnt but today extra~ly insane. out of control. oh yar~ jessica oso & cherie & ying wei & argh~ fuckin hell! the whole darn class la! hehz. was so~ funny. was luffin the whole day.


went round the classroom & pullin out the cny deco. pei & amanda helped. was so damn pissed of. hahhaz. now~ we must deco 4 hari raya HAJI... stressin on the word haji. mrs fang thinks it's hari raya puasa. den must stay back again. come on lor~ wad fuck rite?? we dun give a damn la bout dis stupid competition. she like so on bout it. argh~.


so many thing i want to blog abt but i have no mood/energy. am so darn tired. had trg. sec3s&2s were punished. had to run 2 rounds arnd the turf cos we didn perform [grin] and when i happily packed my bag wantin to go home. jean said we have to run 5rounds arnd the track. hmmm.... yea?? dragged muh feet to the stadium. so proud of myself -cheers/appaud- cos i wanted to give up like 2times but i stay strong. ahem~ i stayed~ strong!! hehz. ok2... am totally losing it... need muh slp desperately. good nite yall... sweet dreams. hehz.



i told you at 1:34 AM

hmmm... had trng in the mornin~... sort of trng ar. it was damn creepy/scary frm the mrt to delta. i walked faster and faster, almost ran [grin] cos i was scared that i might see 'somthing' that i'm not pos to see, standin there alone. not muh fault la~ watched a ghost story last night... hehz was rainin damn heavy in the mornin, delta was like so~ dark and guess wad?? i injured myself cos~ i didn see the metal thing/pipe so i acc kicked it den my toe bled. argh~ i was screamin -sort of- and it was not bcos it was hurtin but bcos i saw my own blood [grin]. the only reaction jes gave me was a smile~.


bathed there den went to tbp to eat at mc wif brenda & charisa. den met liyana, followed by nithiya -as usual, she was in PINK. it's like a must thing u kno? when she's in her home clothes, there must alwz be somethin pink~- and tammy picked us up to go to her house. oh yar~ and 2 other guy. ate pizzaS at her house. played big 2 & stress. it was fun la~. for the 1st time, the 'maid' did her job -applaud-. eh~ she took my orange ok~! that asshole~... go back india la [grin]. 1 of tammy's fren, "david", liked this gurl ar~ -cant member her name- and vice versa. walao~ sad to say ar~... even nithiya is prettier then her [grin]. WE think that erm~... he dun really like her but u kno?? jus bcos she likes him so he wans to make her his std. this is wad i call desperate cos maybe no other pple like him ar~? or he's jus being a jerk cos it's so darn obvious! den the other guy, alex, is an asshole. keep takin pictures and think his jokes are so~ funny. like totally wadever~ mr. he said to the guy, " ta men hen kua zhang" -was disturbin em la bout that gurl comin in few mins time- den it's like totally wadever~ ok. i said to him "wuo ming pai eh" hahhaz... he kenna bang alr. his face damn paiseh. like he didn look up. didn look at me.


reached home at 1530 den slept for awhile & off to ngaji. tmr i'm gonna be damn busy. busy doing all muh hmks. hahahhaz. no mood la dis few days to do them BUT at least i lookED thru them dot dot dot some~ of them. [grin] hehz... lurve ya... nitez


felt so happy and crazy yet i'm sad and totally losin it//o6
i told you at 11:28 PM

duno y
y i duno??
tel me y
y dun i kno??


[u] no longer bring a smile to my face
when [u] see me, [u] turned and walked away
[u] no longer look into my eyes-
i guess that's [ur] way of sayin goodbye


wad did I ever do to [u]?
wad hurt did i ever cos [u] to have?
i'm tired of cryin~
i'm tired of ponderin~ [u] hear me??


if [u] wanna leave
please leave right away--
stop tearin me apart
stop blowin me away-


it's no fun lovin one sided
or rather it hurts feelin dejected--
i- love [her] no- more
help me god~ pls stop me frm lovin [her] any more--



i told you at 11:53 AM

wahahhz~... it's a stran~ge dae. i mean like totally ok?? hehz. -its gonna b long-


durin the c.n.y concert, cheryl and i were pratically makin a fool out of ourselves [grin]. when the guitar pple were playing 'stacy's mom', we started 'shakin'. hehz. she dun belive me when i said their gonna play tat song ok~? and some gurl were recordin us [blush].. hahahz. liyana so~ cute ar -cancel the ugly part- when she was dancin... and melissa and wei xuan too. hahahz. so funny~~~. oh yar~ we won for best decoration and the quiz!


went to town afte that wif cheryl and olive at first but were in the same bus as joleen~~~~. she's an asshole ok~!!! evil!!! called me a scaredy cos i was afraid of the ball. eh! pu~lease la... hehz? that gurl hittin is damn hard ok~ u evil joleen! den met cherie and lynsey there den went to cine. hehz. cine?? den we rot~. yar. there's this 2 gurls ar, walau! jus like that, they walked to this grp of guys eatin and said "hi". we were like totally wad?? after olive went back, we went/intendin to buy tickets for the earliest sch of rocks movie... but the earliest was at 0530?? den lyn suggested to watch peter pan and before u kno it she went to the cashier and asked us for the $$. hmmm... o~k lyn?? when we were gg down~... guess who walked passed me?? ian~!! hahhaz... but he didn c me... damn it... and den lyn and cherie left to meet rachel~. oh ya~ by this time~. town was packed and eveyone seem to be in a big~ grp. we wanted to call for backup -ok~ it's an inside joke... so dun give me that look pple~-


waitin for the time to passby, we tag along wid jobelle and her frens. we were like so~ totally out & 4 the 1st time, i felt so~ god damn bored in town & we were pos to be a radio that nv runs outta batteries but now we were totally speechless/quiet. we were totally losin it. they so~ totally kno everyone. like when someone walked pass den they will hug while me and cher will be like "hmmm.... ok~? hi?". they walked into any shop and jus buy anything they wan/like. like totally rich ok~! i'll be like... hmmm~ nice. i want! ok! i have to start saving and i'll be back to buy it like next week/month?? den followed them to back to cine and 1 of the gurls was like "erm~ can u help us line up for * and it'll help u to kill the time". hmmm... ok~... since u put it that way. den they left. i saw ian again~ and he saw me~~~! hahahz. hmmm... yar & he was so shock. hehz!


den we tag along wif pei han, natria, melissa , they all .. like so~ spare tyre. hehz and that cherly teo. her watch, is not workin!! it was like 1317 alr and she said we still have an hour to go. what?? lucky i checked muh fone! at first too much time and now we're rushin~~. hehz. some guy smiled and nod at me? i turned ard to c who he was smilin at but when i turned back to look at him, he was luffin at me!! bloodie hell... go die ar. m rushin to watch movie la. peter pan. peter pan. hehz. the show was funnie~. nice~. go watch. hehz. except we chose the wrong sit cos an asshole was makin a hell lot of noise. bloodie hell. think u so funnie is it? and damn i am so~ proud of u when u read the words on the screen. u dun look like u kno how 2read bro.


afte the show, met cherie and lyn. den went back into cine to walk ard den liyana called den met her. she pointed to me who's justin. JUSTIN. justin. hahahz... her future boifren -dun worry, i'm prayin 4u gurl dae & nite-hehz. she's so craz~ie for me... er~ i meant HIM. [grin] i mean like totally crazee u kno??? lynsey la~ so obvious. justin and his frens were lookin/starin at us. y?? liy.. juz talk to him la! dun chat2 la. jus talk! hahhaz. more fun u kno??? den went to heeren den went to wisma... and bla3 -lazy to type liao la~- den went home... yar... hahhaz... cheryl meetin her gurlfren. liyana stil very hyper. said her birthday wish came true. hehz. yar. saw justin. lyn went home cos her dad's waitin. cherie's waitin for someone at heeren and me? at home typin. hehz.


and that's the end for the story full stop



i told you at 5:48 PM

hmmm.... sch was as usual~. durin mornin assembly, cher asked to go town tmr watch movie den i asked her to promise. hehz. she wanted to shake my hand and i wanted to do pinky promise. den we looked at each other and changed vice versa at the same time. den it's like so~ funny and i acc luff damn loud. mrs kong stared at me! but hack care la. hehz. didn pay attention in class as usual. hahhahaz. but nvm, i guess? can alwz ask natria den again, she'll alwz give me that stare~!!


our class now looks like a cina temple and all thanks to mrs fang. she kept askin us to decorate/put up more decoration and not 1 wall was spared or rather not a corner was spared. she even brought a plant -on the tcher's table-, red cloths -hang at the front door-, lanterns and u kno the chinese writings that 1?? and the fish lantern and haiya~ alot la!! den she kept stressin me, askin wad else shld we do for the deco. wad?? not enough ar?? it's so~ bloodie red ok!


oh yar~ the funniest thing happened today. i borrowed sylvia's puncher. u kno?the want that can punch star shape that 1??yar.[grin] den i was punchin my sch diary durin a'maths lesson. den it was so hard to get the holes in line wif the other like can c thru like that??hehx. so i acc said loudly,"ar~ i give up la!" and at that moment mr lau was expainin sums. den every1 turned 2look at me & mr lau said~,"no! i wont let u give up". omg~! i started to luff and jus said ok2. hehz. the pple ard me oso started to luff cos they knew that i wasn referin to maths. hehz.


miss lee ate our oranges~!! which is like so meant for deco~! wth! den it was like so temptin -shld c e way she ate em. like so darn nice-. den cherie poked the orange wif her mechanical pencil rite?den she smelt it. so~ nice ok the smell.hehz. really la~!! den i poke den she poke den bla3. wasnt payin attention durin lesson and the smell is like so dot dot dot...! hehz. suddenly that cherie poke to~ hard den got 1 big hole. we started luffin. miss lee was starin at us. hehz. and pei han was really irritated wif us cos we 'speak whale' durin lessons. hehz. nice! i accomplished my mission which is to irritated u. [grin]


today, every1 was not in the mood to study -not sayin that the other days we were but today is...u get the idea-. went town wif nana afte sch. she followed me go my omni. changed to orange color. hehz! hahhaz. jus the below la~. den went to taka to buy liyana's present. you see~! i buy ok~! hehz. den when to robinson to buy cookies den go home cos must budjet2 for tmr. hehz.


everyone very hyper. so many things happened. hehz. so funny~ so fun~.hehz. tmr sch will end at 10am. den we're off to town~! yeah~. oh yar... guess wad?? i woke up at 4 in the mornin to study my bio. 4 eh~! hehz. so proud of myself. hehz. k~ must change alr ok?? sec3 alr. big gurl ar. hehz. ok2 pple~ by myself~ as usual~! must think positive rite~?? hehz... so yar~! that nithiya scolded me ok?? cos i kept askin her to think positive and kept sayin blood~ie this and that~.. hehz.. fine orh.. nvm~ [grin] i'll say more infront of u~!!!




i told you at 6:26 PM

[he]'s so cute~! Hahhahaz. I meant... yar. He actually blushed when i saw him. [you] did ok~! Cherie too saw it. Hahahz...Yar. BUT...nvm. Hahhaz. Liyana~! You 2 looked very nice together. Talked none stop. whahahaz -grin-. That was why i kept quiet so that i wont interupt anythin. Talked so much somemore so hyper. Hmmm... yar. wahhahz.


You kno wad?? I--... Who 1 2 bet wif me?? That i wont be playin a full game this sunday.. because mrs suppiah is in charge and i'll be like so~ taken out or i wont be surprise at all if i'm not playing. Pple at the bench last week said that mrs suppiah kept on scoldin/cursin me eventhough it's not muh fault and it's totally cause mr balbair was there that i continued playing.


It's all because of that damn day when i talked back to her. Just 1 freakin sentence & she decided to hate me. whahhaz. So funny~. Oh yar~... and after that day, even friendly match she dont allow me to play~! wad the--... oh my god~! At that moment i was like so~ on the verge of quittin AND~ because of sylvia who kept askin me to hold on that i did stay on until now~. Argh~!


But honestly speakin, my interest is totally gone. So is sylvia's and we're like remindin each other that only 1 more year to go and that if we quit now, our cca points will all be gone. The team is not united. You can so~ tell that there's different cliques and it's so darn iritatin when you tell [them] that you cant make it to trng and they give you that 'ure just lazy if u dont wanna come just says so' look. Bloody hell ok~! Argh~! It's like I so~ turn up for trng unless something comes up ok~... Argh! and i also just dont understand why some of them dont turn up for trng yet they were chosen to play?? It's like totally unfair and they dont get scolded durin the game but the pple who turns up regularly do. nvm ar~... I think i said enough! Just cant wait to be sec4.


and on my way home wif jean & sylvia. the journey was so funny. dis gurl and guy-retarded- was like sayin u better dun disturb someone or else... blablabla to each other. den so mean ok~... dis 2mat, typical, made fun of them... like wad the hell la.
i told you at 5:32 PM

Physical was fun~... whahahz... Damn funnnie. got injured. cos i ran & jumped for the ball & somehow next, i found mayself on the floor, huggin the ball/luffin. now there's a cut on my elbow. hahhaz. realised that there's a cut like totally half an hour later. hahhaz. I'm not in the mood to blog anymore~!! Why??? on the way home~ we -sylvia & me- talked bout crks & stuff. den diz guy was evesdroppin. hahhaz-luffin damn loud-. caught him lookin at us wif tat omg look. hahahz. den we continue ar. cos his expression was damn funny.


oh yah~!!! der's diz group?? mly la.. So typical~. All doz mats & minahs~ were like walkin behind us. Think ey were like totally mocking us ok~. wtf. ey were like slangin~ sayin, "oh good~ mor~nin... y m I slangin~?? mly want to speakin"... wtf. ey said smthg is mly~ next... but i dun understand~.. hehz [paiseh] AND sylvia spoilt my plan~!!! i was like so goin to walk on & say some stuff back but sylvia decided to turn & look at them den she went into long john silver.


wad the bloodie mother-... 1st thing 1st... it was like totally in the evenin~! r u that dump or tryin to b 1?? nvm ar.. think u totally succeeded. 2nd~ mly wan to speakin?? walau~ ur englang very powderful rite?? den ur maths very kungfu la?? It's like totally not slangin~ ok~ u bloodie asshole. Are they that stu~pid?? Or if so we happened to slang~ or m speakin?? u cant balme us wad~. cos it's jus tat we're from a convent & ey're like frm a ahem~ sch rite?? and our english is like up der & eir's is like~... nvm [grin]... yar~ cant help it la if ey think we did.



i told you at 6:35 PM

oh ya~... and thank god mrs suppiah didn c cos i totally loses control of my temper when she was shoutin my name a couple of times repeatedly when i was in the d. i turned and stared at her. thank god she was scoldin anisa then.
i told you at 9:28 PM

today suck! like totallie ok~! bloodie hell. drew with UWC. it was rainin & my grippin was slippery~.... ok ok~ shall not put the blame on the weather. it's totally my~ fault. bloodie hell. mrs suppiah was like cursin & screamin at me, lucky there was mr balbair. wad fuck? i'm a left winger & expect me to run to the right & pick up loose balls cos the right wing didn do her job.


i played like shit. like totally. am so~ embarrassed. should have ran faster. should have trapped the ball properly. should have injured 1 of the opponent. should have juz hit harder. but instead i played like a 1st timer. wad the hell. am so~ malu. argh~! dis is wad i get in return for not goin for mornin runs. was like totally pantin durin the game. was like totally stressed out cos mrs suppiah kept yellin & scoldin me & was keepin an eye on sylvia cos she doesn kno wad to do as a left winger when she took over my position & i had to play center cos von was taken out durin the 2nd half. am such a let down. my stamina is like totally gone. bloodie hell. dis is so~ fuckingly irritatin!


worst of all was that eka & nana came down... &~ i played like shit. & someone, johan i think, waved at me~. argh~! hope u didn see me play~! bloodie hell. dis is so~ not my day!


johan = did u waved at me?? sorry cos was thinkin bout smthg & i so i.... didn kno who it was... sorry. tot ur game was like on 19th or smthg??
i told you at 7:18 PM

wahhahaz~... brought muh cam to sch todae. hahahz. had fun takin photos. c la~ u lunatics. it's under "lunatics". we even took mrs jenny leong's butt. hahahz -evil-. yar~. den wad else to say?? took a photo wif the chairman, xu jing. had to asked her to bend lower cos she's too tall & it wld so make me look bad... hahhaz [grin]. yar. like her though. very funnie. hehz. lurve my class. so crazy. so sportin~! wahhahaz


sylvia, michelle & i wanted to bet tat nithiya wld not turn up today cos she went hm earlie ytd but didnt cos e 3 of us said she wld. but damn it! she turned up. sld have betted wif dem sayin tat she wldn. hehz. nithiya~! u shld have told me rite u shole den we can split [grin].


hmmm... belicia~!!! shldnt have followed u to buy ur pen la~! i so paiseh ok! talkin to belicia down to tiong bahru mrt. hazli called me on my fone & asked wher am i goin. den i was like going hm, y? sekali he said he's behind. argh~! was like so shock!! den i turned & saw him wif his frens. talked for awhile & he was sayin smthg but didn reallie hear it cos belicia shouted & said bout her socks being too high so i turned to her den hazli walked and went to his frens. argh~~~! bloodie hell. shld have not hurry you, belicia. was like totallie talkin bout how we pretended not to see some pple we dun wanna c when we're in the public, like avoidin. sekali diz happened. m not avoidin him la but it was a total shock like suddenlie he said tat he's behind. bloodie hell. niwae~ he looked better. more~ hansem den last year [grin]. yar. so we went in the 4th door instead of the usual last door cos he's der... i'm shy la~... hahahz



i told you at 5:10 PM

had trng jus now. as usual didn enjoy it. every thursdae sch wil dismiss earlie~ like ard 1345 or 1315?cant rmb &it like so bloodie obvious tat der wil b trng on every thursday. argh~ nvm den, i guess? it's like totallie obvious tat i've lost interest for hockey unlike sec 1&2s, i wld so~ turn up fer trng w/o a doubt. Like totally my world was revolvin ard hockey only. the team has changed. doesnt feel gd going fer trng anymore. the reason i go fer trng most of the time nowadays is so tat i have an excuse for comin home late. yar.


i dun think i'm a good vice. like totally not me~. regretted. i'm like so~ playful, so~ talkative, so diz and tat BUT i'm tryin la. m so~ tryin muh best. glad that some~ pple notice that. hmmmm~.... correction bout 1/4 of the class shitty thing. it's 4 pple total who doesnt like the committee. 4 pple? der's more of us. hahhaz But nvm. hahhaz. olive told me that she overheard victoria sayin that her class, my class la, has alot of hiphop pple. den mentioned our names to her friend. hehz. hiphop? hmmm~.... o~k~?-raised eyebrow- hahhaz. so funnie.


like totally have to concentrate durin lessons cos if you drift like fer a sec den u wld so~ be lost & stuff like tat. bloodie hell. argh~! but it's so not me! cant concentrate tat~ long.


had dis plan tat whoever reached canteen 1st wld buy food for each other-jes,sher-bird,nana,kuti&me- cos the upper sec pple eat ALOT~ cos the q alwz long. maths was fun~. you know der's dis word complement? den the tcher asked wad's the meanin. den michelle, pei han & i said "praised". everyone started laughin, cheryl gave me TAT~ look & the tcher looked so~ bloodie shocked. and in return we gave him back a 'wad the hell did we do wrong now' look until he said that he wanted the meanin of c-o-m-p-l-e-m-e-n-t & not c-o-m-p-l-i-m-e-n-t. DEN~ we felt paiseh. hahhahz. yar. damn paiseh ar. oh yar~... melissa bought/gave me a pencil box. hehz. juz like hers'. i like. i meant the design. thanks ar dear~.


got to finis muh hmk ar~. so tat can sleep early.




i told you at 6:32 PM

yar~... think 1/4~, nola lesser, of the class dun like me eh~... why???? hahhahz...is like when i asked [them] for their photos, they like totally give me that "so wad if ur the vice, i dun have to listen to u" look. wth orh. is like [they] dun like the class committee. cos the committee is like all we sabo our "own" pple -pei han, natria, jes, nithiya, michelle, marcia, olive, sher, wei xuan & bla3- but excludin the chair n the treasurer ar. not my fault rite?? haiya~. dis sucks man.but nvm. hahz.


today is the same, pei han, natria, jes & michelle all cra~zie. marcia pushed my head in the mornin again. the plant caretaker oso has its own story. hehz. today was fun as usual. oh yar~ my mly class patner is siti~! hahahhz. yar. she's like totallie mental~ -grin-! hahhaz. i like her!! I meant... yar. normal2. damn asshole la she -hair starts to stand- cos when she was drawin a heart, i told her not to hide her love for me but juz tel me str8, dun need to draw2. Sekali~ she get all mushy2 sayin tat's her way of tellin me & bla3 den she moved closer. hehz. yala. jokin2 onlie. hehz. but think she damn chio ar-4rm last year- cos she has big eyes. yar. hehz. ok2. think i better stop later... yar nvm -grin-.
yall misunderstand knowin my sch well-grin-... yar


niwae... i lk dis the pple in my class. hehz. serious la. hahz. yar! glad im in 3c. glad tat sexy is my patner. pei han~!! I mean it's like totallie obvious tat we all are..... hahhaz... i forgot wad i wanted to type~~~! elis! u la~! replie ur msn, now i forgot~~! bloodie hell.... hahhaz... yar..


ANW~! have a nice day yall. hahhaz. ar~! wanted to blog wad happened in sch but cant seem to rmb cos SO~ manie thing happened. hahahz. trng n mornin runs is like practicallie everyday. wth. nvm2. juz waitin for B'div to finis den... bye bye bye. hehz. yar. lurve ya lots... me~!




i told you at 6:24 PM

my fathe fren is sleepin in MY room. so i hav 2 slp at my sister's room. bloodie hell. miss my bed, pillow, bedshit, wall -i can lk so go on... but wil save u-nvm la i guess? hehz...

yar~... sch juz now was tirin ok. in the morinin/assembly, dey made us sing our national anthem 4times. the 2nd n 3rd time w/o music. so funnie can. hahhaz. so funnie ar. the 2nd time, it was so quiet like totallie cant b bothered lk tt. hahhaz. yar.


dey change maths tcher. another mr lou. hahahz. yar. stayed backed todae. again. haiz. yar. am tired. run here n der. am glad tt i got into 3c. i lk the pple in der. all my members. hehz. except some la. yar. i mean not not lk juz tt i duno time u kno?... yar~... anw. g2g meet my mothe at westmall. hehz. yar. buaiz. lurve yar.... me~!
i told you at 6:22 PM

Today's trng was pathetic!! 2sec4s, 3sec3s & a few sec2s turned up. But luckie i went -cos felt guilty&cldn go back to slp afte my hp's alarm rang- cos m3 juz sat der & watched. So today we trained ourselves. Eh~! I promise i wld nv say that mr clark's trng sucks or is god damn borin cos couchin/plannin is difficult!!


Bathe den went to meet pei han & amanda at tbp den eat den go sch to decorate board. That bloodie mother fucked up guy didn want to give us 3c's spare key cos he was afraid that we wld steal stuff or do wadeva shit. Bloodie hell. Until we went down the forth time, askin another tcher. Den 1of the sec1's parent is like practicallie buyin the whole bookshop & like the q behind her is like totallie gettin longer. Pei han & I kept hintin & hintin like countin the no. of pastic bags she had used or sayin the service is damn slow or bangin the table or wadeva typical stuff we do la. Think the bookshop auntie was pissed off at us cos she delibrately missed our turn & called for the 2jnrs behind us. Den i asked natria & amanda go popular at tbp loudly & asked whether pei han want's to buy her books there not. Wtf. The auntie jus throw the plastic bag at the jnrs & asked pei han wad book she wanted.


Amanda left us after buyin the stuff. And she's like the 1 who made us volunteer yet she's the 1st 1 2 leave/surrender. Natria?? Left nxt. Yesh~... afte helpin out a lil while & kenna slamed by us a couple of times. Hehx. She like countin every min b4 her father picked her up. Left me & pei han~!


Our mind was like driftin. When we finished everythin & going. The staff room & the general office was like closed. The gate at the bridge is locked~! The entrance gate for the cars LOOKED lock from far~ cos it's closed... hehz... we were like prepared to jump over the gate. We were like panic and she even asked me, "which gate u want to jump over?" and i ans ," the below one ar. That 1's safer". Wth la. hehz. Walked towards the gate & luckily i saw that the entrance is not lock ar~!! We were like so prepared to jump and my stick wld so~... hehz. NO~!


Talked bout our past on the way home. Saw my jnrs in the train. They shouted my name b4 gg down. rite~. thanks!
niwae~... g2g ngaji. hehz. lurve [ya] alot. buaix.
i told you at 5:16 PM

ok~... so much for "thruthedark"... cant find anie black skins tat my frens aint usin...


tmr sch starts~... hehz... so fast?? haven pack my bag yet-no mood-... guess i'll do it at night? hahz... yar~.. aniwae tat's all folks.. hehz.. ok2.. by myself.. hahhaz...


n i stil think it's the wrong guy pple~!! -think u shld kno wad i'm talkin bout dun u? u 2 gurls...- wahhaz..
lurve yar alwz... me
i told you at 2:54 PM